pretty blue eyes …

i’m just the boy
with the pretty blue eyes
fuckable, yes
lovable, no

~r~

what if i told you
there was more to my story
that i’m more than just the boy
with the pretty blue eyes
that i have a heart
which will never stop beating
no matter how much
it’s been silenced
that i give more love
than i choose to receive
that i see you
for your imperfections and all
that i get anxious
when you don’t respond
because my past is littered
with disappearing acts
that i get nervous
when you’re around
not because i don’t have game
but because i actually like you
that all i want
is for you to say
i get you
that all i want
is for you to say
i’ve got you
and if the day should come
you drop me
i’ll understand
because you’ve helped me heal
parts of myself
i once thought were unhealable
i’m more than just
the fuckable boy now
i’m worth more than that …

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