liquid poison …

this alcohol
fuel for my thoughts
liquid poison
for my anxiety to drink up
0-100 my mind races
am i destined
to be alone
or will i ever meet
my elusive fantasy
what do others appear to have
that i don’t
this town suffocates me
to the point i’m barely breathing
i want a way out
i know a way out
why can’t i just get out

i buried my binging days long ago. these days it’s the mental chatter that eats me up, if i choose to have one too many …

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