choking …

i bit my lip so much
i began to choke on my own blood
silenced by the fear
of losing everything
i had ever known

truth is, i didn’t want to start over again. i didn’t want to feel those feelings again. i didn’t want to be alone again. so i settled for less, because it was much easier than fighting for more …

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