wait and wait and wait …

i sit in this space
sometimes too afraid to ask
for the fear of being let down
the fear of being rejected
i could confine myself
to another place
a place where fears and angst
don’t consciously exist
wall myself off from others
wait and wait and wait
for others to find me
but as each day passes by
another box is checked
that comes off my life
this narrative is too short
for me to play it cool
for me not to take chances
for me not to ask

all the no’s, unresponsive, and ambivalent, lead me meandering to home. the only difference this time, i know when to call it quits …

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